Strange journey

 The strange journey of my soul. 🌌🔥💙

Life

 Life is a dream,

without beginning

and without end.

🔥

Alone

 You are not alone. 💙🔥

Belief/Glaube

Perhaps our belief about whether something is harmful or not has an influence on us.

Vielleicht hat unser Glaube daran, ob uns etwas schadet oder nicht, einen Einfluss auf uns.

Angst, Depression: Warum nehmen psychische Erkrankungen zu? | Sternstunde Philosophie | SRF Kultur

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Life

I only want people in my life who want me in theirs.

Drugs

You may be able to numb (unpleasant) feelings with drugs (no matter what kind of drugs), but drugs are not a solution for all problems.

Evil/Das Böse

 No power to evil.

Keine Macht dem Bösen.

Death

I'm so glad that everything will be fine for me after death (no matter how I die). 💙

Beautiful

It felt beautiful with her. 💙

Love

 Love 💙

Career

Sometimes I wonder if I have chosen the right career, but at least it secures my existence here. 🏠💰

Real ones

Only real people with good hearts belong in my life, not people who behave badly and fake.

Thoughts/Gedanken

I don't wish anything bad on anyone, but I wish that they feel the way they made me feel, that they experience what I had to experience because of them.

You can't escape yourself. Good comes to good and evil comes to evil. Anyone who causes suffering and pain to “others” will experience the same thing (possibly even more than he/she did to “others”).

Once you have truly lost me, you have lost me for the rest of this life, possibly even beyond, whatever happens after this life (whether something or nothing).

I would never intentionally harm anyone, but I may hurt back if I am (severely) injured, although I am very pacific and reject any form of violence.

I'm very good-natured, patient and will sometimes give people a chance (maybe even more than one), but if you've really messed up with me, then you've totally messed up with me.

It's sad that people aren't always the way you see them (in the beginning). Maybe you just want to see the good in people because you yourself have a good heart and assume that they are not (that much) different from you.

It's strange that you feel or have felt strong connections with people who have done you so bad. Apparently I was or am a magnet for such people (but maybe not anymore).

Whether someone stays in my heart or not is entirely up to you.

Ich wünsche niemandem etwas Schlechtes, aber ich wünsche ihnen, dass sie sich so fühlen müssen, wie ich mich durch sie fühlen musste, dass sie das erfahren müssen, was ich wegen ihnen erfahren musste.

Man kann sich selbst nicht entkommen. Das Gute kommt zum Guten und das Böse kommt zum Bösen. Wer "anderen" Leid und Schmerz zufügt, wird dasselbe erfahren (eventuell sogar noch stärker, als er/sie es "anderen" angetan hat).

Wer mich einmal wirklich verloren hat, der hat mich für den Rest dieses Lebens verloren, eventuell sogar darüber hinaus, was auch immer nach diesem Leben sein wird (ob nun etwas oder nichts).

Ich würde niemals jemandem mit Absicht schaden, aber es kann sein, dass ich zurück verletze, wenn ich (schwer) verletzt werde, wobei ich sehr pazifistisch bin und jede Form von Gewalt ablehne.

Ich bin sehr gutmütig, geduldig und gebe Menschen eventuell eine Chance (vielleicht sogar mehr als nur eine), aber wenn man es sich wirklich mit mir verspielt hat, dann hat man es sich auch komplett mit mir verspielt.

Es ist traurig, dass Menschen nicht immer so sind, wie man sie (am Anfang) sieht. Vielleicht will man einfach das Gute in Menschen sehen, weil man selbst ein gutes Herz hat und davon ausgeht, dass sie nicht (so viel) anders als man selbst sind.

Es ist seltsam, dass man starke Verbindungen mit Menschen spürt bzw. gespürt hat, die einem so schlecht getan haben. Scheinbar war oder bin ich ein Magnet für solche Menschen (aber eventuell nicht mehr).

Ob jemand in meinem Herzen bleibt oder nicht, liegt ganz an einem selbst.

Revenge

 I don't take revenge on people who treated me badly. Everyone gets what they deserve (for better or for worse).

Psychotropic drugs

I'm not saying that psychotropic drugs are fundamentally bad, but I don't want to be dependent on them. I've always managed to live without psychotropic drugs and I want to continue to live without them. I wouldn't want side effects and I wouldn't want them to have a negative impact on me. They may help some people, but the pharmaceutical industry is a big money machine and I don't want to support it. I also doubt that every single one of these diagnoses really exists.

I also tried to get people off psychotropic drugs because I wanted to help them, but maybe there are people who need them, but I find psychotropic drugs questionable.

A work colleague of mine is taking medication (or medications) for psychosis. Maybe he needs it because psychosis isn't funny, but I still find these medications questionable.

Sympathie/Sympathy

 Mich muss man nicht mögen. Es reicht, wenn es die Richtigen tun. 😉💙

You don't have to like me. It's enough if the right people do it. 😉💙

Mistakes

 If I could undo things I've done, I would, but that seems impossible. I do not regret the mistakes I have made in this life (mistakes are human). I'm just glad I'm no longer giving my time and energy to the wrong people. Ultimately, the people who treated me badly and who let me down also taught me something (among other things, that I would never want to be like them, but I always knew that anyway).

Warm-hearted women

 Warm-hearted women 🙂💙🔥

Justice

 I am convinced that they will have to go through everything that you had to go through because of them. I believe that they must experience all the suffering that you experienced because of them.